創作背景
《Beautiful》是專輯《Relapse》中由埃米納姆製作的歌曲,專輯中其它近二十首歌曲全由德瑞醫生負責 。2005年8月,埃米納姆自爆患有睡眠性藥物依賴綜合症。他不想就此毀了自己的一生,於是努力戒毒。歌曲的第一段主歌是他在康復中心的床邊寫的,由於受到毒癮的影響,埃米納姆不能專注地完成其他部分;康復以後,埃米納姆才將歌曲完善。歌曲的錄製是在他戒毒初期神志不清的時候完成的 。歌曲採樣自皇后樂隊與保羅·羅傑斯合唱的歌曲《Reaching Out》 。
歌曲歌詞
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me and I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so f**kin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
But I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles
Walk my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
All be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need f**king man servin'
Tryin to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall you're so funny man
You should be a comedian god damn
Unfortunately I am
But I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles
Walk my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
All be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes at least
What size you where
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet
Walk my shoes just to see
What it's like to be me
All be you let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get f**ked Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone sOoOoo
Are you calling me are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo
Yea To my babies Stay strong Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world god gave you the shoes
That fit you so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let no one tell you you ain't beautiful
SOoOoo
歌曲鑑賞
《Beautiful》走的是流行旋律路線,自怨自艾並勵志憧憬,其歌詞性感,使聽眾直掉雞皮疙瘩 。歌曲代表埃米納姆的完全回歸,優美的旋律響起後,他開始評估自己的嘻哈歌手生涯,並且也希望別人能夠理解他嘻哈世界之外的生活。
《Beautiful》是一首直白坦率的歌曲,埃米納姆以個人角度揭示了他的人生和內心深處的空虛抑鬱與無助。與其說這是一首歌,還不如說這是埃米納姆向傾聽者的一個傾訴,因為他情願和對方調換位置,相互體會各自心中的感受。都說埃米納姆是個玩世不恭、逢人就罵的反社會歌手,不過如果仔細傾聽歌詞,當中流露出的真實情感與無奈總會也讓聽者也感到感慨和共鳴。
歌曲MV
《Beautiful》的MV由安東尼·曼德勒執導,在密西根州底特律市拍攝,於2009年7月2日通過雅虎音樂發布。MV開頭通過文字介紹了密西根和底特律曾經的輝煌。之後的MV中,埃米納姆漫步在密西根中環火車站、前帕卡德工廠和老虎球場球場的廢墟。通過MV,埃米納姆向人們展示了曾經一度輝煌的汽車之城底特律的頹廢現狀。
獲獎記錄
獲獎日期 | 頒獎方 | 獎項名稱 | 結果 | 參考資料 |
2010年1月31日 | 第52屆葛萊美獎 | 最佳說唱表演 | 提名 | |
2010年6月20日 | 第21屆MuchMusic音樂錄影帶獎 | 最佳國際錄影帶藝人 | 提名 |
重要演出
時間 | 演出場合 | 參考資料 |
2009年 | 吉米·坎摩爾直播秀 |
發行信息
在美國,《Beautiful》在發行的首周空降美國公告牌百強單曲榜第17名;在英國,歌曲在發行的首周空降空降英國單曲榜第38名,次周下滑一名。